If this Journal was actually a real solid one I would be blowing the dust off it right now. However instead I will settle by changing it around and making it just a little less dreary and just a tad less emo. This was a dual purpose journal after all, partly for my angsty 19year old comments and partly for my rp charachter journals... who were often angsty!!

So anyhoo it will be a work in progress, I actually want to start using this journal as a journal for a change and see what Livejournal is like when you do something other than RP on it!. If you are reading this then leave a comment or say hello! there are tons of people I have lost touch with over the worlds of RPs i have been in so if you are still about drop by. If not then I will use it for my own personal saga and go feed my cat and eat my meal for one as no friends dropped by for tea.

So here we go

FIRST OFFICIAL JOURNAL POST IN A WHILE>

Im actually in a good mood today which may suprose people read this journal back in the day. I always seemed to be in a bad mood then. Thankfully that unpleasant chapter of my life is closed. In a short recap all friends are friends again with some minor exceptions and some people that were not friends are now. Alot is forgiven and I still believe nothing will be forgotten. So in this day and age I find myself graduated from college with a Law and French Law Degree for my efforts. I have lived in France for a year which was amazing. I am in a soon to be 5 year relationship with an amazing girlfriend who goes by the name of Sorcha. I Work in a newsagent which is kind of depressing really but still its a job and its good to have that at least. Friends have vanished that I thought never would, friendships I thought would have become stronger and there are new friends too!

I am 23 and starting to feel it. When I last wrote in this journal I was 19 and weighed just under 12 stone. Now I am 23 and weigh just over 16 stone. Its not all fat, not really, but i have shot up another few inches in height. Thats my story and I am sticking to it.

One of my main reasons for keeping journals and diaries is to keep track of goals I want to achieve. So to try and make a of it I will post them here in the vain hope that they will make me do it.

Get Weight Below 16 stone:
Start effective Studying for FE1 exams
Joing Gym ( only a maybe )
Move out of home
Get Fit
Start trying to go to mass. Even if I only make it once a month it has to be better than now.
Learn the guitar ( For this I may have to become a hassle to friend )

Thats it for today... but first a quote.

"Its hard to walk in the light when the light casts shadows."

i am officialy in the worst mood I have ever been in..

the true nature of journey!!!! sing with me people!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlKMPFxDQL8

now to combine my love of xmen with journey!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGzwNdTVHJo

and the concer i would have loved to have been at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ip1zsUIosoA

I figure i actually dont know many of the people I RP with so this should bridge the divide! please do it!
(a load of random questions)

Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. --i burn...ahhh cancer
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] when i have to, I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work
[ ] I'm in school. --not at the moment
[X] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.--in 9th grade i missed 3 weeks
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job like a pen or something, nothing serious
[x] I've been fired.


Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[X] I've had my pants rip in public..
[X] I've stapled my finger

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.--not me..my dad??
[x] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe.
[x] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.--cop crashed into me
[x] I've been Skiing if you count cross-country, that is
[X] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.--movie AND musical
[X] I've eaten sushi.--ewwwwwwwwwww
[x] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[X] I've gone on a blind date.--BAAAAAAAAAAAAD
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger


Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[X] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[x] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[X] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower. ( sometimes)
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair. -- not at the moment...its really short
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[X] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. crazy ticklish. . it's kind of scary
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] all of those are answered honestly

hey apparently there is like Fan Fic for tales of the Jedi out there! I am in shock I cant belive other people read it!

Heloo to all who read!!

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img src="http://images.quizilla.com/A/Aliteinthesky/1057725487_CMyDocumentsred.gif" border="0" alt="HASH(0x8be6518)">
You are the color red. You are the most
controversial of all the colors. You are often
easily angered, but as easily as you got
excited, you come down. When angered, do you
have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,
do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.
But you're incredibly generous, and, odd
enough, needy. You love to hate, and
sometimes, you hate to love. This color
describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad
situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're
in a good situation, you're extremely
optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and
sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with
an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy
talking to people and being social. But aside
from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're
attention-needing and attention-getting. This
color is associated with lust and desire--and
you are both lust and desirous. You're a
protective person when it comes to the people
you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and
powerful (not to mention intelligent!).


What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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Ice - Obscure

You're a very
withdrawn person and have a very hard outer
shell... and its most likely that you're cold
on the inside too... You're a loner by nature
and its very rare for you to open up to
anybody... This may be because you have been
hurt by someone you knew, or just because you
see the world for what it is...


Animagi form:
Wolf
Most compatible with:
Darkness
Least compatible
with: Light
Song: Cool
to Hate - The Offspring
Ruling
God: Hades


Are you an Obscure or Dominant Element?? {Great pics}
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Dante searched his holo library and archives for many hours yet could find very little about the shugyosha…

All he could find was this heavily corrupted file… and he could barely make any sense of it…

 

The searcher for truth, or one who knows the skills of spirit, or heart--kokoro in ..."

 

 

eye a finished product or organization, and by taking the necessary steps they can bring their vision to reality

 

where the faces and bodies of spirits appear in the aura of the meditating shaman

 

Pride goeth before a fall" from grace. Posture can reflect personality,

 

Counting coup was acceptable behavior for those who wanted a better relationship with their traditional enemy. This was usually done ..."

 

to more creative pursuits, and as the major chakras in the brain energize, one experiences realities that are only ,associated ..."

 

silencing the social mind. It is at this beginner's stage that the primary Zen admonition comes into play with great ..."

 

Entering here we are able to communicate with the dead, spirits, animal entities, amorphous beings, and the creative ..."

 

The crane is a creative war spirit

 

 

good or bad, so think positively. Traditionally, it was the Grandmaster's job to hunt down and terminate his or ..."

 

When one is raised in a fearful environment, unskilled, where a wrong move is rewarded by a slap or smile, ..."

Dante sat in his room waiting for Tal, a few minutes later he arrived.. he looked a bit confused..

"there is no need to search your mind for the reason I asked to speak to you brother, you know full well, you saw it too i see it in your eyes.. a storm? a storm coming our way, with red clouds.." tal nodded gravely.. " it is an omen and a prophecy my friend, i learned alot in the company of vader.. i do believe that your young padawan is the first element of such a prophecy"

*the child that will defy darkness, challenge the Dark Knight and redeem the spirit of evil*... " that is the first verse, i think you will agree that fits Les's description..

*the child will be marked for greatness, by a token from the heavens"
" i admit the meaning of this alludes me but many believe it refers to a lightsaber crystal"

*this child will have an equal, marked on the same night.. this child is one of evil and carnage and can not be saved, look for his first coming on the night that the spirit of evil returns to atone for his sins*

"well i was the spirit of evil and I hae returned.. it all fits and here is the last part.."

*the spirit of evil will leave darkness with a gift for power, he will rise again"..

"this last bit baffles me, to my knowledge I have left nothing.. but we must discuss this further... Les needs to be groomed, i believe he is the future of the jedi order.. i believe also that one of our younglings is the evil the prophecy speaks of.but for now we must leave this place.. we are not safe I know it.."

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